feeling old

p.s. i'll have a new post soon. i don't really have an excuse for not posting because i've been procrastinating and doing nothing these past two weeks. i've just been holed up at home binge-watching the L word (i watched season 2 in one day...  help) and writing lots of random things. it's practically summer here, its so sunny but i haven't really gone outside. need to work and get on top of everything before i share writing/art things.

places and people

here are some film photos i took towards the end of 2014/beginning of 2015.

phoebe. one of my favourite photos

me by sonia

there are no other words left

i want to cry for ages. i don't understand anything anymore.  i am listening to sad songs, watching sad films (i look away when they kiss) and reading rookie articles. i have work to do but i can't think about any of it. i'm feeling so sad today and i wonder when i won't be. i know i will be ok. i just don't know if i want to be okay without you.