departure from

i remember things in different shapes

i really like the word departure

its beginning to feel better these days and everything is settling in a good way

for my art, i am starting to have ideas that form in my head viscerally and powerfully , i deas that make sense and feel right. im motivated and less scared than ive been feeling since i started uni which is a really nice place 2 beee

i love things and people that remind me that life is exciting and interesting and real and new and changing

i think its why i like art

i like that i am in the midst of a new thing that feels like it could become something

its not like i am watching it begin again, but im in it and its different

its strange because its new and hey im always scared but im trying to leave that behind me now

i wanna look after myself i wanna listen to my body  i want to respond to what its trying to scream at me all the time and what i continue to ignore 

and to seriously acknowledge that i am in pain a lot of the time recently

and to change my life accordingly where possible and over time

firenze lai

koji aono

frm the eclipse a while ago but still < 3